We're Not in Love but we're acting like a distraught couple!

The title says everything. We met, and became friends. We got really close. Sure, we held hands and passionately gazed into each others eyes and told each other secrets. But i guess we were never meant to be. We should have ended it in a professional way. We didn't. And that's one of the things that's pissing me off. The other thing is we were never even together Together. What i mean is, we never professed our feelings towards each other... and that just complicated EVERYTHING! Anyway, i think it would be better to number down our idiocracy. (the word idiocracy doesn't exist, i know, but the word sums up just about what we've been doing to each other )

1. We were never together

2. We should've ended things the right way.

3. We should (well in this case I should) have never listened to what the girls were saying.

4. The day i came back from the Break, i shouldn't have walked off with the girls. i should have met you.

5. i should've mustered up the courage and told you how i felt whenever i saw you with other girls (Even though i STILL don't know what feeling it is)

6. How can I tell you now...? I need to be freed.

1.We needed more time. Maybe we shouldn't have wasted it talking bout our selves when we could have used it to talk about OUR SELVES.

2.Maybe, since everyone describes you as "the shy boy", i should have told you myself. Men aren't men these days, and i understand that.

3.i should have ignored what the girls were saying. they just wanted the 411!

4.I needed to walk off with her, i needed to lodge somewhere. besides, i went with her... i couldn't have just ditched her!!! But i guess I should have given you a sign that yeah, a five day break never meant that i lost interest.,.

5.But then that would have been stupid... "um --, I noticed all your amigo/as are sizzling hot. I may not be jealous, but i just don't want you to over react if you see me smiling like crazy. im not hiding jealousy, i just love seeing you with other useful beneficial girls that are actually good enough for you since i have low self esteem.

6.. this is the real thing. i want to know that you have no feelings whatsoever for me. i want you to tell me you're not interested, then maybe i'll feel comfortable about talking to you, seeing you or even when i think of you. I mean, you just tell me hi and bye, and when i comment on your facebook page... you IGNORE me... what the hell is that supposed to be, fourth grade solution to a pointless problem??? !!! We need to act like grown ups, and that doesn't mean me, alone. we need to confront each other. We need to talk.