So I began to wonder, when I realized there was some sort of creepy possibility that I could be stuck in the same class as my crush’s. My much much older crush, not age wise, but class year wise. And of course the thing is we were a thing, but not an official thing. I guess we had feelings for each other (well I did, and he did too, I guess; except we never talked about it...?? wierd much ??) but we never imagined we would wind in the same class!! Ok so anyway. Say we do... Do I drop the class with immediate effect, or ...? I mean if he dropped the class, even if he had a genuine reason. I would feel hurt. So I guess I would not drop the class. But then end up failing the class either because I was too shy in answering questions, or I spent the whole class times staring at him or day dreaming? or even worse... well there’s nothing worse than failing a class and having your crush know without having him come and support u... yeah it’s worse cause he would never wanna console you, he’s not your boyfriend. And even if he was your friend youd probably end up hating the son of a bitch because it was HIS fault in the first place... his fault for being so distractingly gorgeous as class held place.
I would drop the class.. Thanks to advice from my relationship guru, Aisha Y.
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