It is so weird how I got betrayed by two of the four men I love the most. On the same day. This is not the first time it is happening to me. This is, in fact, the second. Sometimes I ask myself why I blog about these things. Sometimes I think if I need to vent, I can do it indirectly. Directly, via a diary. But the consequences have been experienced. ‘So your diary entry on so so day was so funny. Didn’t think you were pissed about that…’ yes, embarrassing much? So I’m thinking, why give people permission to read it. It’s not like it’s private. Okay no. It is private. But I just don’t like holding these things to myself. I’ll just self destruct. So read my pain, and suffer it! You opened the page, you decided to peruse this. So SUFFER AT YOUR OWN WILL.
Anyway. I do not like lying. I am honest. I have been raised like that. That is one quality of mine that I shall never lose. I lie, of course. I’m human. But not big lies. Honesty… That is one thing I know I cannot ever change. And I am proud. Believe you me. You raised me to be honest. But for you to use that quality of mine to hurt me…, that does not really say good about you. My hand smells like chicken. BRB.
Ahh. Fresh much. Yes, I’m keen like that.
Adamant. Yes, when you said that my anger for you got devoured. Could you please speak to me forever?
ANYWAY.
I told you the truth, and now you are going to use it against me. For all I’ve learned now I should just start lying to you. If that is what you want, fine. Leadership by example.
I have cried for you three times in just four days. Pourquoi moi? Porque tenias que ser irrestableh!
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