I'm sick. It's so unfair, really. I hate being ill. Especially during exam week. Buh I'll survive. Maths was a piece of cake, cmd left me hanging, and sbe was messed up.

Adam Lambert is Gay, wow.

So what? i think that he is sexy and he should do whatever he feels like!!! I will still love him :)

Ohkay. Exams in two weeks. And i'm still chilling and having fun. Waow. Aaanyway. I think i need to be like the characters of gossip girl, you know. Courageous and to the point. the whole me and shy boy thing is just soooo complicated when it shouldn't be.

We're Not in Love but we're acting like a distraught couple!

The title says everything. We met, and became friends. We got really close. Sure, we held hands and passionately gazed into each others eyes and told each other secrets. But i guess we were never meant to be. We should have ended it in a professional way. We didn't. And that's one of the things that's pissing me off. The other thing is we were never even together Together. What i mean is, we never professed our feelings towards each other... and that just complicated EVERYTHING! Anyway, i think it would be better to number down our idiocracy. (the word idiocracy doesn't exist, i know, but the word sums up just about what we've been doing to each other )

1. We were never together

2. We should've ended things the right way.

3. We should (well in this case I should) have never listened to what the girls were saying.

4. The day i came back from the Break, i shouldn't have walked off with the girls. i should have met you.

5. i should've mustered up the courage and told you how i felt whenever i saw you with other girls (Even though i STILL don't know what feeling it is)

6. How can I tell you now...? I need to be freed.

1.We needed more time. Maybe we shouldn't have wasted it talking bout our selves when we could have used it to talk about OUR SELVES.

2.Maybe, since everyone describes you as "the shy boy", i should have told you myself. Men aren't men these days, and i understand that.

3.i should have ignored what the girls were saying. they just wanted the 411!

4.I needed to walk off with her, i needed to lodge somewhere. besides, i went with her... i couldn't have just ditched her!!! But i guess I should have given you a sign that yeah, a five day break never meant that i lost interest.,.

5.But then that would have been stupid... "um --, I noticed all your amigo/as are sizzling hot. I may not be jealous, but i just don't want you to over react if you see me smiling like crazy. im not hiding jealousy, i just love seeing you with other useful beneficial girls that are actually good enough for you since i have low self esteem.

6.. this is the real thing. i want to know that you have no feelings whatsoever for me. i want you to tell me you're not interested, then maybe i'll feel comfortable about talking to you, seeing you or even when i think of you. I mean, you just tell me hi and bye, and when i comment on your facebook page... you IGNORE me... what the hell is that supposed to be, fourth grade solution to a pointless problem??? !!! We need to act like grown ups, and that doesn't mean me, alone. we need to confront each other. We need to talk.

more stuff from facebook

these r my interests btw

Water, Politics (soon), Art, Movies, Mary Wollstonecraft, Radio Active Men (peter petrelli, ted sprague), Jad Chouerri, Chris Brown, Islam, Cartoons, Honest Friends, Funny people,Herve Ngolo and his really different ways [this also applies to people like him], My family, books, Bubble gum, anything blue, Dresses, blue mascara[ i know i said anything blue but HOLY .... whoever invented blue mascara deserves to go to heaven!] spicy food, noodles, Jacob Black from New Moon [he's beautiful in everyway], Rain, [drizzles and storms, whichever one,] Warmth, Boys with Braids, Boys, Hot Tears, Home Made Lemonade, Lemons.. infact join the whole citrus fruits bunch (minus grapefruit. it brings back tragic memories) and add Limewire too while you're at it; [is grape a citrus fruit?] Grape, Dates [i mean the fruit date, sweetest thing ever], Pepper [i mean it, red hot chilli peppers, the veg and the musicians], Ben Barnes, Valentine's Day [not cause of the love shmuck and gut-grossing attention, i just love that Day, it's a February, right after my birthday, and so much more reasonable than other celebrations], Colored Vegetables (that simply means minus cabbage lettuce, anything green/ leafy ergo tomatoes, peppers, cucumbers [they are PALE green] etc, Jackson Rathbone, Heroes, Ed Westwick, Taylor Lautner, Pens, Pencils, anything Minty, the color orange

These are quotes i noted down from kinshasa :) theyre from fb but i want to shorten my info section :)

also... the quotes i have on there are new, because i apparently began a new life when i dropped in yola..

Maryam: Is Michael Jackson dead?
Asmau:No he's not
Maryam: Go to CNN, every on facebook is like he's dead
Asmau: He isn't dead, at least he wasn't Last week.

Blonde from American Dragon [talking to Spud] Blarh, aheh, my body's trying to reject you!

David Uche: Yo, how d'you kill a chicken?
Germain Blacksire: you twist the nigga.

(while writing econs paper) Aliya: Mr. Bernard, I have a doubt.
Mr. Bernard: How can you have a doubt during an exam?

Rayah Abdul: its a date
maya: definitely
maya: love you!!
Rayah Abdul: kiss mi tru d computer
maya: soulja girl!!!!

Germain: that sux ass.. most school r finished in the states
Maryam:most of my friends have written their ib's and sat's and are done with school, and here we are, still in our crappy baggy as hell second rate uniforms running to school every morning!

Me: Do you have a facebook?
Bernard: Yeah
Me: Okay good i'll add you sometime next august. (i.e sixteen months later) :D

Whilst playing volleyball: Aliya H: "ahh! my finger!!!"

David:I have been promoted to Grade 12
Maryam: Hallelujah!

Yasmin: are you a virgin?
Me: ... you are the second peson asking me this question today, do i look slutty or something?
Yasmin: no you sound guilty.

Herve: marry some1 rich
maya: i know right, i think i'll be a gold digger. but i'll do it only when i'm rich enough too. so if he dumps me i can sue his rich ass all the way to broke land


Martin Katunda: Every girl is not a human!
": You have to be intelligent!
" : Diamonds are forever!

Saba Ji: Do u know her?
Maryam: Of course i do! she's elias' brother!

Maya: have you SEEN Daniel Radcliffe? He's hot.
Paki Chic: Yeah, i have; he's not.
Maya: No, as in recently seen him!
Paki Chic: Nah, he looks gay.
Maya: He IS gay.

Kevin: Kintambo!
Aliya h: He calls kintambo everytime like it's a wonderful place!

M. Astha: The girls are exempted from the test. But not the boys.
Eric: Why...???
M. Astha: Just discrimination.

Mary Wollstonecraft: Intellect will always govern.

Me: Yo eric, number one!
Him: Which one? A, B, or C?
Moi: Everything!

Money! At Last!!

I'm in the middle of my summer vacation. My last summer vacation as a minor, and as a high school graduate. I don't know if this summer deserves to be defined with high school, since i've already graduated and next summer i'll be calling myself a University under graduate. Oh well, i better not bother myself with these pointless wonders.

It's approximately 5:54 p.m. Today is the 25th of June, 2009. And today is officially my first time of creating a blog. i don't know whether to call this my first blog or not, I'm still unsure if Facebook and Hi5 are blogs.. Personally I don't know what a blog is. I was talking to my new friend, her name is Maria Linda, and she proposed i start a blog. Simply cause i told her that